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  “Good girl.” He slid down my body and nestled his head between my thighs. He inhaled and moaned. “You smell so fucking good.”

  “Please!” Whyyyyyyyyyyyy was he torturing me this way?

  Master J slid my panties down my legs and off. He scooted off the bed and stood, keeping his towel in place. “Scoot down, girl.”

  I followed his directions to the right position. He pulled two cuffs from one of the posts on the bed. He fastened my ankle and thigh on the right side and then he followed with the two for the left side. I felt myself slipping away again but tried to focus on him.

  “Stay with me,” Master J instructed.

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “So beautiful.” He looked between my spread legs and I blushed. I knew I was soaked, and the shame of him seeing how much I needed him was astronomical. He kissed my thighs and licked small circles there. “I want to taste you, girl.”

  I nodded in response, speechless. Master J lowered his head and bit my thigh hard. I moaned loudly.

  “Is that how you acknowledge me?”

  I shook my head quickly. “No, Sir.”

  “This sweet little pussy of yours looks ready. Are you?”

  Before I could answer, he took a long swipe with his tongue down my outer lips. I swore my toes curled it felt so good. I moaned long and loud. He sucked on my clit and the pulses were delicious. I couldn’t keep up with his tongue as it liquified my need. I was a panting mess in the center of his bed. I grabbed at my hair, feeling insane and out of control. The way he... and then... ooooooooooooh!

  I gasped in frustration. “Please, Sir. That feels soooo wonderful.”

  “Does it?” He repeated his actions and then sucked on my folds. When he dipped back inside, I could hear the juices as he lapped at them. Another of his crude antics that drove me insane. I clenched my walls, trying to center the throbbing sensations. The entire area pulsed, pestering me to sate it.

  I moaned louder. “Yes, Sir. Pleeeeeeeease.”

  His tongue swirled in, out, around... Mmm... Master J sucked on my clit while licking underneath it and... Aaah... He used the tips of his fingers to spank my clit and the vibrations lingered when he licked over the spot. I arched my back to grind my hips into his mouth. I needed more pressure. More everything. I dropped backward as the need to cry became paramount. I sobbed in relief as he rocked my entire world with just his tongue.

  “Are you okay?” He asked.

  I was so flustered that I couldn’t speak. I was so close, and I didn’t know how to communicate that to him as he inched up my body. I gripped his shoulders, pushing him back down.

  “Pleeeeeeeeeeeease!” I whined.

  Master J chuckled before lowering his head again. His fingers teased my folds as he sucked my clit.

  “Yes!” I screamed.

  He hummed and sucked harder. Everything else became lost as the quakes revved against my core. I tried to breathe but he did it again. Numbness consumed every part of me except the places his mouth awakened with that delectable tongue of his. A series of precise licks clawed at the last of my defenses until I lay ruined on his bed. The spasms wrecked me until I came so hard that I’d lost all reality.

  The binds around my thighs and ankles only aided in me drifting from the scene with him. My moaning, panting, groaning, and words of need only grew. His tongue slid inside of me, and he began stroking me with it. Triggering yet another orgasm. He pumped his tongue in and out of me as the spasms turned into earth-shattering quakes that pounded through my body.

  “Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir!” The dam broke and every pore on my body detonated in euphoria, and stars exploded behind my eyes.

  I cried as he kissed up my body and hovered above my lips. He took my mouth passionately, and I could taste my essence upon his lips. I moaned into the kiss as he took what he sought. The combination of me and him on his lips was the headiest feeling. I felt naughty and branded by the act. When he pulled away from me, he just stared at me.

  I blushed but dared not look away.

  “Good, girl,” he praised.

  “VANESSA.”

  I heard the voice, but I wasn’t interested in leaving the sanctuary of my dreams. I turned my head but scooted closer to the heat on my right side.

  “Vanessa, your phone has been ringing nonstop. I think you should get it.”

  I opened my eyes and looked around. It was pitch black in the room, which meant it was probably late. “What time is it?”

  “One in the morning.”

  I shot up and followed the sound of the ringing that started again. When I reached the living room, I tried to answer it but missed the call. When the screen lit up again, I saw Mama’s face and I felt horrible. I answered it quickly.

  “Yo soy lo siento Mamá.”

  "Estás bien, cariña?" I sighed, wishing that I hadn’t worried her. Instead of being upset she was worried and wanted to know if I was okay. I smiled, loving her even more if that was possible.

  “Sí, Mamá.”

  "¿Dónde estás?" Did I tell her that I was with a man or did I keep it casual?

  I heard footsteps behind me, the lights flipped on, and I saw Master J standing in the doorway. He was dressed in boxer shorts and looking more delicious than he had earlier.

  “I fell asleep, Mamá. I’m sorry.”

  “Are you somewhere safe? Are you okay to drive? Should I come to get you?” Though we’d been here for several years my mother was still bad with navigation. Even if I was in need, I’d never let her come to get me this late.

  “No, Mamá, I’ll drive home.”

  “You sound a bit out of it. Can you stay where you are?”

  Master J walked towards me and I turned away from him. I felt arms around my waist just before I felt his solid frame against mine. It was when he lifted his hand to massage my bare breasts I noticed that I was completely naked. I leaned back into his embrace and he slid his finger down between my legs to stroke my clit. I moaned breathlessly and then caught myself. He leaned down to my ear and whispered.

  “Stay.”

  “¿Seguro que estás bien?”

  “Si. Mamá, I’m fine. I think you’re right. I’ll go back to bed if you’ll be fine with Angelica. I’m safe and sound.”

  “Duermate bien, mi hija.”

  “You sleep well too, Mamá.”

  I ended the call and was picked up by Master J. I shrieked and held on to him as he carried me to bed. Just as we were about to pass the bathroom, I spoke up.

  “Sir, I need to use the bathroom and freshen up.”

  Master J grunted and put me down. He opened the bathroom door and walked inside. He pulled out a toothbrush, clean towel and wash cloth.

  “Don’t make me wait too long.” He kissed my forehead and walked back into the bedroom.

  I went inside the bathroom and closed the door. I tended to my bladder and then tied my hair up in a bun to take a nice hot shower. I used his body wash that smelled just as incredible as Master J. The shower gave me plenty of time to think about where I wanted to go from here. Now that arousal wasn’t clouding my judgment, I was hesitant about going any further with him. Maybe I’d done it all too soon. And it was never too late for me to head home, but that wasn’t what I wanted.

  After I was squeaky clean, I dried off, grabbed my phone, and hoped that Master J was asleep when I entered. He was laying under the blanket with his eyes closed and the lamp on. I climbed in beside him and closed my eyes, but the light made it difficult to relax. I debated waking him but the peaceful look on his face motivated me to reach across to turn it off. Just as I was pulling away, I felt Master J’s hand on my back.

  “Where are you going?” His voice was hoarse.

  “To sleep, Sir.”

  “Good.” He pulled my body closer to him, holding me tightly. I lifted my leg over his and put my head on his chest. His warmth was amazing, and I couldn’t get enough of it. I raised my leg a little higher and rubbed my hand up and down his stomach.
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  “I thought you said we were going to sleep,” he grunted.

  “We are.”

  “Not with you touching me like that.” I jumped, and my hand went further down than I intended. My fingers grazed his semi erect length, and I froze.

  Master J rolled me over and was between my legs instantly. He was pressed against my outer lips and my body responded. “You’re testing my willpower, pet.”

  I stayed completely still, not sure what I wanted. He looked to the side of my head and smiled. “She’s beautiful. That your daughter?”

  I frowned and then looked over at my cell phone where Angelica’s picture was on my home screen. I smiled and picked up the phone that I’d apparently cast aside. Saved by the bell. “That is my baby girl.”

  “How old is she?” Master J rested on his arms and looked at the picture. He pulled my arm closer to get a better look at the phone that I was holding.

  “She’s six and will be turning seven soon.”

  “I bet you’re an awesome mother. Is she a handful?”

  “She is!” I laughed. “She’s always telling me about how important her life is. She’s so dramatic!”

  “I bet.”

  “We went for ice cream the other day, and I swore that she was becoming more of a diva by the minute.” I unlocked my phone and went to my picture gallery and found a picture of her with my sunglasses on posing with her hands on her hips.

  Master J laughed. “She’s too cute.”

  I showed him several pictures of my little angel and told him many stories about her. He laughed and showed interest the entire time. I was happy that he wasn’t put off by her because, if he was truly interested, Angelica was part of the package. He asked questions about her that made me feel even more at ease. One of the pictures I showed him was of me, Mama, and Angelica with Princess Jasmine.

  “She told me that she didn’t want a picture with the other princesses because Jasmine was her favorite, and she didn’t want her to be jealous.”

  Master J leaned back and laughed hard. He laid beside me and caressed my arm, awakening a deep chill. “Well, that makes all the sense in the world.”

  “Yup.” I powered off my phone and snuggled closer. “I love my little angel.”

  “Vanessa, you seem like a great mother. I’m glad that you have her to put joy in your world.”

  The words shouldn’t have affected me, but they did. I leaned over and kissed Master J. “Thank you, Sir. You have no idea how much that little girl means to me.”

  I rolled onto my side away from him and he held me tight. I dozed off quickly, appreciating how safe I felt.

  Chapter 13: Jamar

  I woke up moaning and tried to reel in my hormones. Vanessa was grinding her ass into my groin against my very stiff cock. I grabbed her waist to still her, but it only focused her attentions to one spot. She ground her pussy against my cock, and she was so wet. Fuck!

  “Vanessa,” I called.

  “Hmm.” She was still very asleep.

  “Vanessa.”

  “Hmm.”

  I sighed. I slid my hand down to her thigh and smacked it with enough sting to wake her. She gasped, fully awake.

  “You need to stop moving your ass against me like that. I can only be so patient.”

  Vanessa froze, noticing my dick at her entrance. She pushed back a little and felt me poised to dive in. I heard her panting. She didn’t seem against the idea. I growled. Fuck!

  “Vanessa, are you sure?”

  She nodded and pushed back a bit.

  “Please, make it feel better,” she whispered.

  Vanessa was tight and needed to be worked up a bit before I would be able to slide home. I turned her head and sat up to kiss her while I stroked her clit from behind. She moved her hips against mine over and over, inviting me to use her body. Her juices coated my fingers, my cock, and her thighs. She was slick and needy. Who in the hell was I to deny her? Vanessa’s moans became pleading and insistent. Desperate. I grabbed a condom from my drawer, put it on, and then moved between her legs.

  I leaned down and sucked her nipples as I began to inch inside of her. She quivered, and I noticed that she was tighter than I thought. I began stroking her clit again as I sucked her hardened peaks into my mouth. I rocked my hips, teasing her.

  Fuck if it didn’t take all of my willpower not to drive into her with all I had. She was breaking my resolve because she felt so good and tight. I felt beads of sweat on my forehead as I tried not to shoot off before I even made it inside. I wasn’t a teenage boy, and this wasn’t my first time. But the way that she squeezed me, fitting like a glove, was the test of time and resilience. I slid out and then a bit deeper inside. Shit! I pulled out again and slid to the hilt. Vanessa groaned loudly at the same time that I realized that I had broken the barrier that had prevented me the first time.

  What I had initially thought was tightness was her virginity taken in a flash. I reached for the lamp turning on the light. I looked down at her to see the tears streaming along her face. Her eyes were closed, and I felt like shit. I had no way of knowing her innocence. For Christ’s sake, she had a child, which only posed questions that I’d have to investigate later. I held still, trying to figure out my own feelings. Did I want to talk now and try again later, or keep things moving along? Vanessa began crying, and I lowered my head to kiss her.

  “Baby, I didn’t know.” I tried to stay still but the dance that we’d started was calling me.

  “I know. I’m fine.” She pushed against my chest to get me off her.

  “If you’re fine, then why are you pushing me away?”

  Vanessa didn’t answer, she just pushed a bit harder. Her attempts were feeble, and I wasn’t impressed. I did the opposite of what she indicated. I pulled out a bit and then back inside. She stifled a moan, but I still heard her. I slid in and out of her slowly creating a hunger inside that I planned to satisfy. Her hands at my chest began to use my body as leverage as she met my thrust with hers.

  “Mmm...” She moaned so sweetly.

  It was a dance that was ancient but imbedded deep in our souls as man and woman. I kissed her between moans and lifted her legs so that I could bottom, out truly making her mine. The pause had only fueled my need to claim her. She was wet, hot, and tight enough to milk my dick like a glove. I wanted more, and I wasn’t about to let up on getting it. Her pussy sucked my shaft like it was starving. I fed her every inch of me thrust for thrust.

  “Ooooooh!” I growled. “Take me baby... take it.”

  “Yeeeeeeeeeeees!” She responded with not only her mouth but her body too.

  Knowing that I was the first person to invade her made me mad with lust. I couldn’t seem to get enough of her around me, and I sought refuge deeper and deeper. Her legs shook as I held them still. I repeatedly hit her g-spot, plunging into her. Vanessa exploded, and I continued fucking her just right. She spiraled into an ocean of bliss as each orgasm consumed her, wetting us both.

  “Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!”

  “Yes, girl. Come for me!”

  I held on to her luscious hips, making sure to brand her with as much of me as possible. As much as I’d like to say that I came right away, that’s not how the cookie crumbled. I got lost within her folds enjoying her pull against me. I rode that wave on the verge of orgasm, but not allowing myself to tilt over. It created a sensual pain that I welcomed. She gripped me firmly, and I bucked against her, invading her body relentlessly.

  When I did allow myself to release, I saw stars and had to hold onto the mattress and Vanessa as I lost focus. I closed my eyes, blinded by a continued release so strong that I lost my grip on reality. The power that I had in this moment overwhelmed me to the point that I felt nothing. Everything. Numbness overtook me, and I succumbed to it without fight, and then there was oblivion.

  I WOKE UP ACHY AND I stretched my neck to work out the kinks. I opened my eyes, watching Vanessa sleeping soundly against my chest. I smiled and kissed her forehead. I pulle
d Vanessa close and she held on tightly to my arm. I kissed her shoulder and she relaxed even further against me.

  “Good morning, Sir.”

  “Morning, pet.”

  I rubbed over her body, feeling her luscious curves everywhere. She stayed relaxed as I touched her, and it filled me with joy. “Very good girl.”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “How’s Daddy’s girl feel?”

  Vanessa giggled. “Daddy?”

  “Objections?”

  “No, Sir. It’s just always been Sir and Master.”

  “Well, I was hoping that you would be my girl.”

  I was hoping that I wasn’t pushing too fast. After last night, I knew I wanted something greater with Vanessa. We’d played weekly, which was good, but I wanted even more from her. She submitted beautifully last night, and I wanted to see where things would go.

  “Girl?”

  “Yes.”

  “What exactly does that mean?”

  “It means that instead of seeing me just on Thursday nights we can see each other when we want. Scenes are still negotiated for now, until you can trust me more.”

  “You mean dating?”

  I laughed. “Kind of. It’s more serious than what we’ve been doing, but not as serious as a full-blown relationship. Not yet, anyway.”

  “Platonic?”

  I laughed. “Isn’t it too late for that?”

  “Monogamous?”

  “That’s the only way I operate. If we choose to include someone else, then it’s a decision we make together. They would have to date us.”

  Vanessa frowned at the idea.

  I laughed. “Don’t worry; I don’t think we’re there yet.”

  I took a deep breath, preparing myself to put it out there.

  “Before we get into all of that, we need to talk about something more serious.”

  Vanessa tensed and exhaled slowly. She rolled over onto her back, avoiding looking at me. “You mean the elephant in the room?”

  “Depends. Is that elephant a virgin?”